My day started out really bad... but I shall not talk about it cause it just kinda makes me mad. Anyway I received really nice chocolates and a dinner treat from :) tonight! Eating one now!! I kinda hate the idea of drinking already, like I just don't wanna go back to the scene anymore cause its messy and I had my fun back then..... So right now just chilling out... Going for my IPL later after my submissions. And need to go cut my hair, its getting out of shape.. hahahah no shopping at the moment.

Today I slept till so late, cause I seriously am tired, didnt sleep for like 2 nights...


And about you...honestly, very disappointed... very disrespectful. That awkward moment when you don't know how to continue a conversation with someone you care about and you just sound really boring.
When you hurt me continuously, you have no idea what I'm going through. Now you're hurt by someone, you have a taste of the unbearable heartache? How does it feel? Sucks isn't it, but it's times two the pain for me to see you like this. And you'll never understand or know.
SO if you miss me… you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my facebook wall. if you really miss me, you come and see me... - no strings attached




I walk, trying to lessen the weight of my heart. To a place neither close nor far, where a different me stands by. The one that don't fear, don't tear, don't open up. You'll see it all, pretty soon. Reality forced me to turn in the hard way and no one tries to drag me back, you can't blame me for that then. :)